long long ago.

I check blogger everyday, yet i have not posted a blog since january 17th.

ive been sick for the last few days, and i cant stand the fact that I have missed 3 days of school, in 5 days. I will miss another two when we leave for vacation this week, and another in two weeks when I go to The Tyra Show. I honestly think i am more excited about The Tyra Show than i am vacation, and more worried about missing too much school than i am anything else.

Since the sporadic dates of posting, and the way my posts go from "one day away" to "new years resolutions" I guess it is pretty obvious that I was not accepted into Yale. This has made me a wreck for the past two months, i dont think because of the decisions, but perhaps it is because I have only applied to two colleges, ones in state, and one that I am pretty sure I can get in to. Why the sudden change in applying places? i thought about it, very hard for a few days of where I actually wanted to go to college, what I wanted from a college, and why I was going. For now, I will stay here because I just dont think I am ready to leave yet.
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Last night, I began watching the Grammys. I understand that Grammy=music, but to me, this awards show seemed a little too much like a concert. Although music is nice, and concerts are fun, an awards show should be an awards show. I cannot wait for the Tony's and Academy Awards though, i like those shows a lot.
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OH!
the new school! its beautiful! Walking in every day though, this $70 million dollar building does not feel like Coop yet. Its too big, and fancy right now, although it is nice to have a strings room and so many other cool things. Although no more hanging out in teachers classrooms when they dont have a class, because now they share rooms, which is a good arrangement for the school, but not so much for the students and teachers. Im sure everything will work its self out soon, and the building will feel like our school again soon.
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I am now off to watch the desperate housewives episode i only watched part of last night..