Honestly, I didnt realize just how hard being home from college was going to be.
I havent slept in over a week, I cant really see my friends and food is not as readily available and prepared as it is there.
Although I didnt really seem like I took some things at school for granted, I realize now that I totally did/do.
Things I took for Granted:
* I had food available to me at all times. Hungry? Walked into the cafe to get breakfast, lunch and dinner that someone cooked for me and handed me a plate of. I had a choice of basically what ever I would like too. Now, I have to make sure there is food in the house and either make my mom cook it for me or cook it myself. Not the same.
*I always had a friend (well.multiple) to talk to. Someone was always there. Now, my sister is either not home or not wanting to talk and my mom is either not home or I dont want to tell her everything. Its weird..when I was at school, I would tell my mom all this stuff and home I dont. I miss my friends.
*Sleeping. Although I generally got less sleep all year than ever in my life, I cannot sleep at home. After a week and a half, I cannot get used to my mattress and bed. Its just not as comfortable. I miss sleep--I really do.
*Things to Do. Generally, at school, there was always something to do. Here, I either need to go somewhere to find something fun to do or occupy myself with tasks/things that arent that fun. It sucks not having things at your disposal all the time.
There are some more things, but from not having classes, my brain cant currently think of them.
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