perfectly fine

today i am asking myself the question of "Why do I post?"

I dont have any followers, nor comments on my posts. After thinking about it though, i realize that those things dont matter. I post on this blog because I want to. I dont post for people to read or people to make comments on what happens in life...i just want to remember things that happen to me: Write my feelings somewhere i can see them.

Even though i never have anything profound, nor very interesting, I only write because i think it might fit those definitions or it is something important to me.

I would rather have 0 followers on my blog than 5000 that dont read or appreciate the way i am trying to remember my first year of college and times before and after that. I guess i have gotten my "wish" and I am perfectly fine with that.

**this post is a bit repetitive but i wrote what came out of my head at the time...so i am going to leave it as-is.