It seems that making a post about my dreams was in the cards for today. I saw a post on Mckmama's blog frog about dreams and now I am sitting watching What Not to Wear and they are speaking about finding, recognizing and following your dreams.
So, what are my dreams?
Since the beginning of time (a.k.a. approximately 15 years ago (age 4) when I was able to talk and know about careers to some extent), my dream has been to be a mother and wife. I was the type of girl that loved her dolls more than anything in the world. My "babies" Alexandra and Jenny came everywhere with me. I couldnt wait to begin babysitting and when we went somewhere where there kids, I was always there playing with them. I always wanted 4 children--4 girls to be exact, although now I realize that it doesnt matter what they are. I have 4 name choices for each gender picked out and have for a while.
As for the wife part, im still waiting for someone to even start the thinking process. I have never had a boyfriend, but I am just trying to think that obviously I wasnt meant to have one yet. Maybe someday (preferably sooner before later) I will meet someone that I will fall completely in love with and he will do the same with me. Or, maybe i'll finally get into the dating game and then meet someone that I fall completely in love with. Whenever the way or time, I want to find someone that loves me for who I am, can talk to me, help me and be my other half. I want to be able to do the same for him.
Wedding? Private.On the beach. little above the knee off white (or white..i havent decided yet) flow-y dress.
Although I have changed my major 4 times (yes, in only 5 months), my dream is to work for People magazine. It might be almost impossible to get there, but that doesnt keep me from dreaming and working to get there. Of course, I would be equally happy working at a magazine like Seventeen or Cosmopolitan. I think it would be amazing to work at a popular magazine and write articles that appear for people to read.
Another dream?
to buy a house or nice apartment in a large city. Depending on where in the country (or world) I am, I want to be able to live in my own house/apartment. I want to be able to remodel if I want, paint, decorate to perfection. If I am in a large city, a apartment would be fine. I can see the sun light coming into my windows on the 6th floor =]. My house will be somewhat modern (according to my taste of today) with colored walls and most likely white furniture.
despite all these dreams,
my dream is to be HAPPY in and with my life. Whatever happens, happens. You can only hope for things, not predict them. Ive learned that you cant KNOW your future, you just have to be patient and wait for it.
Thanks for the sweet comment on my blog! I love reading the blogs of other college students, so I'm glad you found me! And I absolutely loved your last paragraph in this post...whatever happens, happens.
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